Awakenings After Initiation

So many of us struggle with glimpses of darkness that emerge from our transformative past. Why were the same lessons rhythmically occurring within my life?

I sat in deep meditation over this for some time and asked the Hierarchy to clarify this for me so that I would understand.

I was then guided to write and this is what was drawn from my pencil:


Light is a natural element, which acts as a compound ingredient that lays dormant within our soul. A shock to our soul by way of trauma awakens our light. The inner light radiated within us when we are young, displaying a pure, innocent vibrancy.

Children are so crisp and fresh in early years before they are subjected to all of the earth’s elements by way of dynamics. Just as the snow falls from the sky, so pure with no traces of impurities until it unites with the frozen ground. The elements from the earth begin to reshape the flake, leaving dirt, and debris from the environment. Prior to landing on the ground the flake is pure, once uniting with the earth there is an immediate bond. As this connection occurs the flake has many choices to make. The experiences the flake is subjected to at the beginning stages mold the flake’s potential to remain beautiful or simply fade away. It is up to each individual flake.

So there I found myself truly grasping for the first time that I did in fact have control over my life as well as my future.

By Carla Rose, Adept